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Loki Crigger
General Information

Main blog:Darker Dreams
Birthday:November 13th
Religion:Not religious
Service Attendance:Never
Race/lineage:White / Caucasian
Location:United States, Ohio, Beloit

Contact Information


Body Size:Average
Height:5' 10" (178 cm)
Eyes:Dark Brown
Vision:Contact lenses
Hair Color:Black Brown
Hair Style:Ever Changing
Skin Tone:Pale
Clothing Pref.:Gothic
Undies:Briefs - Low Rise
Tattoo Info:getting one once i turn 16--even though i'm not supposed to
Piercing Info:both ears twice

Personal Information

Relationship Status:Single - Never Married
Family Info:one sister...
Sexual Preference:Bisexual leaning toward Men
Astrological Sign:Scorpio (Oct 24 - Nov 21)
Existing as:Shadowkin
Smoking:No. But not bothered by it
Biography/About:um...yeah...this is fun...
Likes:music, reading, internet, chatting, meeting new peoples...
Dislikes:sexy gay's sad...
Interests:too many for words.

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 Silent No More

Four Most Recent Entries

More and More and More...
There's just always more arguing. It never seems to end. He never wants to listen to anything I say or anything I'm trying to say. I want to be with him but I hate the way he acts sometimes.. There's so much I want to say that I never can... Like that I enjoy being around him but I don't want to have sex that often. I enjoy his company but I want to have a "talking" relationship as well as a "cuddly" relationship. I want him to listen just like I want to listen to him tell me about his problems. I just never know what to say until it's too late to change what's already happened. It's...
I hate myself
I hate myself anymore. I bitch and complain about the dumbest shit. I don't feel like myself. One minute I'm yelling and screaming and the next I feel like crying my eyes out. I don't know what's wrong with me. I don't feel like there's anything I can do anymore. I argue with Jimmy all the time. I complain to my mom about every little thing. I can't talk to anyone about anything without told what a bitch I'm being. I don't even know that I'm doing it. I just want to get away from everyone. No one seems to notice that I don't know what the hell is happening. It's scaring me. I don't know...
Whatever. Life's so different lately.... Zoe was born February 10. She's positively gorgeous. I love her to death and I miss her so much every day. Everyday, though, Jimmy makes me feel like i can make it to tomorrow. I've become so dependant on him that I feel like I can't go without him sometimes. Even when he calls at midnight for four thirty am after just barely getting to sleep, I don't mind. All those late nights, just talking on the phone, are what make our relationship special. We can talk like that on the phone and in person. Nothing stops us from communicating except for my...
So.... There's been a lot going on lately. I'm not sure how I'm quite going to get through all of this but I'm glad I have everyone's support...especially Jimmy's. I don't know what I'd do without him. He's the greatest.Everyone asks if I'm nervous. I'm not as long as he's there with me. I love him.

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