High school, Some college, Associates degree, School of life
United States, New Jersey, South Plainfield
5' 11" (180 cm)
Straight - Short
Soon to have a dragon drawn by my friend forever engraved into the canvas of my upper right arm.
None to date.
Single - Never Married
Gemini (May 21 - June 21)
Social drinker. One or two
Walking to the car only
Live with parents
A college student at Devry, majoring in CIS who works for the school as a Tutor/FA(faculty assistant) is what I am. Who I am intellectual, "hopeless romantic" poet search for his place in life. Of course we are all seeking to find out where we belong in life, but I belive myself to be in active pursuit. Although I am now becoming more social (and conforming by taking a my space; PS I hate all you that got me to get this), I still think of myself to be rather a loner. If you are truly bored, feel free to message me.
Music; computer; arts; women; Muisc.... yea I like muisc a lot.
"If only my boyfriend had your personality"
I hear that way to much. WTF does that mean anyways?
Its kinda like saying you would date me if I looked like your bf...
That what it comes down to, looks... attaration.
I am ugly.
Then these girls also go on to tell me that I could do better then girls I do date.
IF I could do better then girls I date, I would be.....
I date the girls I date because they make me feel better. A lot of them are cheating sluts who end up hurtin me over and over again.... but wtf can I do about that?
The good girls are stuck with these asshole guys. The girls...
Like fucking hell....
I look at my ringing phone.
I see "Dave" (the guy nicole wanted to be with who is my friend)
I pick it up expecting dave to be calling me because of something with nicole, cause really why eles would he call.
I pick up the phone to crying, Nicole is crying on the phone asking me to come collect her form mike and dave's house.
I get dressed and head over. As I get there, I am confronted by mike. He tells me I should leave. I ask why.
He explains that the police may get into this soon.
I state taht I am not leaveing and to explain.
Basicly, nicole has been pissing...
And now shes gone
Yesterday I talked to nicole in person for a bit. After that, we parted way. I needed to talk to her and i got in contact with her. She told me that she will be dating a friend of my dave. A friend of mine....
Why does this always happen. This same thing has happend with ALL of the girls I really cared for. They turn around and start dating someone I though was a friend... everytime....
Aleast I know Nicole and I are done. Period. It hurts so bad.... I don't want to be alone. It just really sucks. I like being with someone, having someone to turn to, to talk on the phone with...
It's friday... Fridays used to be spent with her. I know Nicole and I werent dating but still. We would spend each friday hanging out together and sometimes with friends. It would be our day of playfulness and ravaging each other....
Today just feel so.... diffrent without it. Iuuno. I know things are the way they are for the best.... but ... who knows.
Maybe I will find someone I love more then her... hard to imaganine right now... but maybe.
My friend Mike and I are planning a trip to QXT's (goth club). We told our my best friend becca. Her response to it. "I'm coming with...