Oct. 2005


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Nik
General Information

Main blog:A namless shadow
Age:31
Birthday:June 11th 1986
Gender:Male
Occupation:Student
Education:High school, Some college, Associates degree, School of life
Religion:Other
Race/lineage:East Indian
Location:United States, New Jersey, South Plainfield


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Appearance

Body Size:Large
Height:5' 11" (180 cm)
Eyes:Dark Brown
Vision:Contact lenses
Hair Color:Raven Black
Hair Style:Straight - Short
Facial Hair:Vandyke
Skin Tone:Medium Brown
Best Feature:Hair
Clothing Pref.:Gothic
Undies:Boxers
Tattoo Info:Soon to have a dragon drawn by my friend forever engraved into the canvas of my upper right arm.
Piercing Info:None to date.


Personal Information

Relationship Status:Single - Never Married
Sexual Preference:Straight/Heterosexual
Astrological Sign:Gemini (May 21 - June 21)
Existing as:Vampyre
Smoking:Daily
Liquor:Social drinker. One or two
Exercise:Walking to the car only
Your Home:Live with parents
Biography/About:A college student at Devry, majoring in CIS who works for the school as a Tutor/FA(faculty assistant) is what I am. Who I am intellectual, "hopeless romantic" poet search for his place in life. Of course we are all seeking to find out where we belong in life, but I belive myself to be in active pursuit. Although I am now becoming more social (and conforming by taking a my space; PS I hate all you that got me to get this), I still think of myself to be rather a loner. If you are truly bored, feel free to message me.
Likes:Music; computer; arts; women; Muisc.... yea I like muisc a lot.
Dislikes:Just about eveything else.
Interests:See likes,


Personal Favorites

People/Heroes:... I'll get back to you.
Authors:piers anthony, one of my favs...
Music Genres:Metal, death metal, hardcore, underground, hardcore underground, rock, hard rock, emo, punk,
Bands/Artists:40 below summer, A static lullaby, Adema, Alkialine trio, AFI, Box car racer, (Note: BLINK-182 Is not on this list!), Brand New, Bright eyes, Chevelle, coldplay, cold, Cradle of Filth, Dashboard confessional, Deftones, Disturbed, Drowning pool, Evanescence, (Amy Lee *Drool*), Flaw, Futher Seems Forever, Finch, From Autumn to Ashes, Glassjaw, Godsmack, Green Day, Head Automatica, Hatebreed, Hotwire, In Flames, Ill Nino, Incubus, Killswitch Engage, Korn, Kittie, Mest, Mars Volta, Muderdolls, My chemical Romance, Matchbook Romance, One True Thing, Mushroomhead, NOFX, Nothingface, Papa Roach, Poison the Well, Red Hot Chilly Pepers, Salivas, Saves the day, Seether, Senses fail, Shadows fall, Slayer, Sevendust, Slipknot, Smile empty soul, Staind, Stone Sour, Sworn Enemy, System of a down, taproot, Taking back sunday, The Ataris, Thursday, Thrice, Trapt, Trust Company, The used, Underoath, Undearth, Weezer, Divinity Destroyed, Nine Inch Nails,
TV Shows:FAMILY GUY
Games:Computer games
Colors:Black,
Pets/Animals:Cat,
Cars/Motorcyles:My lovely sliver 2001 Altima
Season:Winter,
Quotes:"To die, To sleep, to sleep perchance to dream/ ah there the rub/ for in that sleep of death what dreams may come when we have suffled of this mortal coil must give us pause...", "Now I'm not pretty/ Now I'm not cool/ But I'm fat and I'm ugly and proud/ SO FUCK YOU!"-- slipknot,
Position:Hmm..... what? Sex? hmm No comment or better ask and find out! Postion at work? I am a tutor! That right I am smart... or so says the dumbasses at my school LoL.


Four Most Recent Entries

If Only
"If only my boyfriend had your personality" I hear that way to much. WTF does that mean anyways? Its kinda like saying you would date me if I looked like your bf... That what it comes down to, looks... attaration. I am ugly. Then these girls also go on to tell me that I could do better then girls I do date. IF I could do better then girls I date, I would be..... I date the girls I date because they make me feel better. A lot of them are cheating sluts who end up hurtin me over and over again.... but wtf can I do about that? The good girls are stuck with these asshole guys. The girls...
 
Last night
Like fucking hell.... I look at my ringing phone. I see "Dave" (the guy nicole wanted to be with who is my friend) I pick it up expecting dave to be calling me because of something with nicole, cause really why eles would he call. I pick up the phone to crying, Nicole is crying on the phone asking me to come collect her form mike and dave's house. I get dressed and head over. As I get there, I am confronted by mike. He tells me I should leave. I ask why. He explains that the police may get into this soon. I state taht I am not leaveing and to explain. Basicly, nicole has been pissing...
 
And now shes gone
Yesterday I talked to nicole in person for a bit. After that, we parted way. I needed to talk to her and i got in contact with her. She told me that she will be dating a friend of my dave. A friend of mine.... Why does this always happen. This same thing has happend with ALL of the girls I really cared for. They turn around and start dating someone I though was a friend... everytime.... Aleast I know Nicole and I are done. Period. It hurts so bad.... I don't want to be alone. It just really sucks. I like being with someone, having someone to turn to, to talk on the phone with...
 
Alone
It's friday... Fridays used to be spent with her. I know Nicole and I werent dating but still. We would spend each friday hanging out together and sometimes with friends. It would be our day of playfulness and ravaging each other.... Today just feel so.... diffrent without it. Iuuno. I know things are the way they are for the best.... but ... who knows. Maybe I will find someone I love more then her... hard to imaganine right now... but maybe. My friend Mike and I are planning a trip to QXT's (goth club). We told our my best friend becca. Her response to it. "I'm coming with...
 






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