Blog Created: 11/3/04
Number of entries: 150
Number of comments: 2



Vanessa
General Information

Main blog:thebluebutterfly
Gender:Female
Occupation:Travel / Hospitality
Education:Bachelors degree
Religion:Spiritual but not religious
Service Attendance:More than once a week
Race/lineage:Asian
Location:Philippines


Contact Information

Email:davessa02@yahoo.com
Yahoo:mayo_78@yahoo.com


Appearance

Body Size:Average
Height:5' 8" (173 cm)
Eyes:Dark Brown
Vision:No assisted eyewear
Hair Color:Black Brown
Hair Style:Straight - Long
Facial Hair:None
Skin Tone:Medium Brown
Best Feature:Hair
Clothing Pref.:No Preference
Piercing Info:ears.


Personal Information

Relationship Status:Single - Never Married
Sexual Preference:Really Straight
Astrological Sign:Taurus (April 20 - May 20)
Existing as:Angel- no wings
Smoking:Quit
Liquor:Social drinker. One or two
Exercise:Occasionally
Your Home:Live with parents
Biography/About:im a miracle.
Likes:miracles and butterflies -- love and novels. friends and God's love
Dislikes:hell and anything associated with it.
Interests:heaven and miracles.


Personal Favorites



Four Most Recent Entries

RTB part 5
I had no reason to make you want me like that. You were young. You cannot get stuck to someone who had heart break written all over her. I was that person. I was selfish. I wanted what you were giving me but I never gave anything in return. I was used to men wanting me and needing me. But my heart was always in control. It was frozen. It didn't feels. It didn’t surrender to cheap thrills. It was never moved by other people’s emotion. It was my strength. <p> I guess I know now why I was angry. I was greedy. I didn’t want to share you to anyone until I was...
 
remembering the boy 4
Then you left with a promise of return. You keep calling me. Telling me all the things you feel and want to feel. I didn't reciprocate the emotions you pour in the phone lines day after day. I didn't know what to feel or what you would have me feel. You are young, inexperienced, and naive. I was way too much for you. But I longed for you. My body ached every time it remembers you. I was confused because I didn’t know if it was just my heart or my mind, or my body. I was unquenchable. I had a need that was strong I cannot handle them. I was scared that my heart would hear my body and...
 
remembering the boy 3
October 31. You came to see me. I was thrilled and excited to see you again. You said you just wanted to be with and be alone with me. You said you needed the freedom and wanted it to be me. I was your freedom. Being with me made you free. I picked you up and we headed home. I was still very tired from work and I wanted to sleep. We settled ourselves to my place. I took a shower. You did too after me. I fix the separate bed you will be sleeping at. I wore an oversize shirt and prepare myself to bed. I was exhausted. We were quiet. We haven’t said anything to each other. Then I felt you lie...
 
remembering the boy 2
We both didn't have any problem with what we were indulging ourselves with. We wanted each other. We needed the thrill, the lust and the good feeling we gave to one another. You wanted more I know. I would hold back at times and try not to be too affected. “I am in lust with you” you told me. It wasn’t the one I expected but it sounded sexy and sinful when you told me. I didn’t know what to do. “I want you. It hurts to want someone this way.” That one I didn’t see coming. It was utterly forbidden in our circumstances. It was not allowed. It intensified the need. Yours. Mine....
 






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