I love life. Stars are amazing. My boyfriend is wonderful. Beach bound daily. No regrets.
Too many things.. stars, love, rain, beach, rollercoasters, climbing trees, trampolines, sleep, food, hand written letters, fireworks, animals, doodling, thunderstorms, little children.. i'll add more later.
don't know what to do.
I've talked to you since I heard those things.. but not about those things. I just can't bnig myself to do it. Inside me I know that I SHOULD end this relationship, but I so don't want to. I don't want to because I want so badly to believe that its not what it looks like. I want so badly to believe that this truly is meant to work out. I think about you all the time. About the memories. About the fun. About this new situation. About everything. So many people have been telling me from the very beginning that I should break up with you. Only one person hasn't. Around the first time everyone...
I always wonder why I trust so easily. I guess thats also why I get hurt so often. I guess I just want so badly to believe that I'll one day find someone who really will be honest with me. Falling in love was never so much fun. It was so hard to do this time because I was more scared than I had ever been. But as I look back on it, the memories we made are the most amazing memories anyone could dream of. I thought. I also thought that we'd makes millions more because it was so amazing making those ones. Even the smallest of things made such an impact on me. But I guess I was wrong, it was...