I want to see him.
To see if my heart still beats his name wildly.
To see if I have really already accepted that it's all done and gone.
To see if I have really forgiven myself for letting him let me go.
It's a risky Christmas wish.
I remember being so basag last August 2009. It wasn't because of alcohol though. It was because of something more intoxicating than that, a heart break. One day he just realized he doesn't want to be in a serious relationship yet. Which also means, goodbye Charm.
I remember the Charm na naghahabol cause she's so freakin' broken and in love. I remember it all too well. I remember doing everything with one thing in mind, will he ever be mine again (we were never together like that but we shared something special for about two years on/off)? I did everything tulala-mode, like when I brush my...
WE GOT 2.5 LANG COS I MESSED UP. CRAP. I FREAKIN MESSED UP OUR DANCE. THEY DID WELL AND I DIDN'T. SORRY GROUPMATES. WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL.
HI EVERYONE. =)) I'M REALLY BORED. I'M WITH FIVAY RIGHT NOW. WE'RE BOTH
CHECKING OUR PAST BLOGS, AND THEY'RE REALLY CRAPPY. IT'S FUN TO LOOK
BACK AND SEE HOW IMMATURE YOU WERE. IT'S NICE TO KNOW THAT I HAVE GROWN
I AM HAVING MGA VERY LONG BREAK RIGHT NO. 7 AND 1/2 HOURS. SO, KANINA,
FIVAY AND I WATCHED A CSB BASKETBALL GAME. WE WERE SIGHT-SEEING. HAHA.
YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN. SO THERE WAS MY "JERSEY#1-GUY" AND FIVAY'S
"JERSEY#22-GUY." =))) HAHAHA. SHHH. WE ACTUALLY KNOW THESE GUYS IN
SO AYUN, WE HEARD THAT JERSEY#22 HAS PUTOK AFTER