i have 12. star on my foot, orchid on my shin, sacred heart on my leg, a star on each hip and my lower back, a star on my chest, kanji for pain on my chest, kanji for unity and the picese sign on my shoulder blades, and a star on my wrist
i have had a ton of peircings...currently i only have my nose and lip and bellybutton and ears but that doesnt really count...
Single - Never Married
my family is huuuuuuuuuuuuue, 6 brothers and sisters. 32 first cousins ok thats enough for now
Bisexual leaning toward Men
Pisces (Feb 19 - March 20)
Trying to quit
Social drinker. One or two
Live with another
I'm 20 years old and I live in Tucson. I'm very close with my family and I dont have many friends. I like music a lot. I like movies too. My favorite is boondock saints. sometimes i type slower than i think so i make typos.
people who dont lie; hot chocolate with marshmellows; desert summers; a good punk show; a tattoo; a cigarette and a cup of coffee
liars; people say they will call and dont; boredom; fat days; bad hair days; hiccups;thugs
Once upon a time...
Donít care so much for me,
I may get used to it.
Donít come so near to me,
I may not be able to detach from it.
Donít put so much faith in me,
I may not be able to handle it.
Donít touch me the way u do,
I may not be able to get over it.
Donít become a part of my life,
Coz without u, I wonít be able to live it.
Donít make me fall for u,
I may not be able to fall out of it.
Donít come into my life,
If u have to leave one day.
Donít give me the hope,
That itís forever u r gonna stay.
Coz love is an emotion
today sucks. i ahte today. im phisically naucous becsause of how much today sucks. i have no friends. i am alone. i want to disapatte away. there is no amount of pain i could inflict on myself to make me feel ok today. maybe a little blood will help. it has in the past. it feels like im releasing the pressure from inside. ok im out of here.
The ribbon on my wrist says do not open before christmas
So, not much is new. I'm having a hell of a time trying to move out of my house. I cant find the motivation to do it. Sandy wont help, much less talk to me. Hey what did i expect right. Kelly moved everything otu so I have to clean and do everything, which I don't mind, it just sucks. Kelly and I are supposed to be going on a double date tongiht, mine bailed. I think thats about par. Heroin Bob and I hung out last night and watched movies. It was fun, akward but fun. I think i piss him off a lot and I am still trying to figure out what it is that makes him mad. I think I'm moving to...
I just worte a hella long blog..and then accidently erased it. Go me. It was really cool. So I'm gonna leave it at this for now and I will write more later cause I'm pissed now. I will put today's song up though.
The motivation proclimation song
Spend your lazy, endless crazy days, inside my head,
You're so selfish, you're not the only one who thinks he's dead
I'm paid to smile, now I'm on trial for what you think I said
But I never said that everything would be ok,
And I never said that we would live to see another day
Motivate me, I...