|Main blog:||Krystle's Blog|
|Birthday:||July 11th 1987|
|Race/lineage:||White / Caucasian|
|Location:||United States, Illinois|
|Height:||5' 4" (163 cm)|
|Hair Style:||Wavy - Medium|
|Relationship Status:||Single - Involved|
|Family Info:||I am currently living with my boyfriend of six years, and we have a beautiful son together.|
|Astrological Sign:||Cancer (June 22 - July 22)|
|Liquor:||Social drinker. One or two|
|Your Home:||Live with roommate(s)|
|Biography/About:||Parents divorced at 5, two older siters, three nephews, and a son. Currently in college|
|Likes:||chocolate; nice people|
|Dislikes:||rude andd selfish people; pickles|
|Interests:||writing, crocheting, music, tv|
|People/Heroes:||Lucille Ball, Scarlett O'Hara, mom|
|Books:||Gone With the Wind, Harry Potter, I Was a Teenage Fairy|
|Authors:||Sophie Kinsella, Sue Margolis, |
|Music Genres:||most, just not gospel or opera mainly|
|Bands/Artists:||Cold, Reba McEntire, Akon, Tracy Chapman|
|TV Shows:||Uglly Betty, Big Bang Theory, Charmed, Buffy, Angel|
|Movies:||Gone With the Wind, Death to Smoochy, anything Johnny Depp|
|Colors:||Purple, Green, Blue|
|Cars/Motorcyles:||ones that work|
|Food:||anything my mom cooked|
|Quotes:||"Romance is the vaseline on the camera lense of life" - Richard Jeni|
all torn up inside|
I have no idea what i'm doing here! I love Steve, i do, but i know we're not happy together. Everytime we decide to try again, it's fine for a few days, and then it all falls apart. So i think we both need to move on. I know t's gonna suck when he finds someone new. I know I'm going to be jealous, and wonder if she's better than me, if he thinks she's prettier, and all that. But I'll have to get used to it. All i can hope is that she never hurts him as much as i have. He deserves better, and lately I've been making him feel worthless, and I don't like that. Its not his fault, nothing is his...
so, Anthony has a girlfriend. OH well. I was really mad at first, quite pissed actually. But i figure I have a boyfriend so I can't be mad... At least nothing happened, then I'd really feel stupid. It's just kind of got me down, because Ian said all he wanted was some booty, and apparently that is all anyone except Steve has ever wanted. SO i'm all like, "what's wrong with me?" Just bugging out for a few days and then I'll be fine. Just another one of those things.... At least Steve loves me, bt Something seems wrong there...
day from hell...
woke up....never a good start
went to work....big group of 30 came in, bad enough. had a walk out, then realied a forgot an entire ticket ($40) when i was totalling up that group... now that will probably have to come out of my check...which is already small enough.
went by to see amara, but she wasn't at work, and geovanti's was closed (dumbasses) so I didn't go have a drink.
came home, got me a drink, then had to deal with steve making me feel like shit for stuff i already feel bad about... now i feel even worse, not only about today but everyday....
should i be happy
I feel like crap! I didn't want to wake up this morning, which is funny because I didn't want to go to sleep last night.... I just feel this big empty space, and I just want to curl into a ball and cry, then again I want to run and scream.... It's one of thoe wierd days where anything and everything is wrong, and what makes it worse it I'm at work, answering th phone for people asking stupid questions. I do not want to be here, for that matter I don't want to be anywhere. Somethings wrong and I can't put my finger on it. I look at my life and it's not that bad. I have someone who loves me and...