I'm one person who can't live without pen and paper. I have this desire to put my thoughts on print whenever I feel I don't have anything or anyone else to pour them to. I am an IT junkie. I took up the course Computer Science, not because of the financial rewards or the opportunity for career growth, but because it is a passion handed down by one person I look up, and forever will look up to, my father. Although it is a passion, I have sworn to be good in the field, but not be enslaved by it. Though at times, it is not the case. I can't leave home without my mobile phone, because many important information are in it, email addresses, schedules, reminders, etc. But then, just like anybody else, i see this gadget as a need, not a luxury, in this fast-paced world.
I love making friends, and I am ready to face different personalities. I'm a blabbermouth when I'm with my friends, and I can be really childish with people who know me really well. I can morph from a child to a lady when the situation calls for it, but I 'd like to keep a little streak of a child in me, because the world offers a lot of things that one's mind cannot take in at once. I believe in justice and charity, and most importantly, in love. I may have been heartbroken a couple of times, but love is not to be blamed, for it is us, people, imperfect and human, who must take the fault.
I believe that success should be measured by fame, wealth, and status, but rather, it should be measured on whether we have used our lives to poison or sweeten other people's lives.
Im an OMEGAN, and im proud to be one. I love it when i am with my bros and sisses, because they always know how to make me laugh or ease my pains. Im a shallow person: I laugh at the corniest jokes and cry at the sappiest movies. I love my baby very much, and he is my world, and one of the best things that ever happened to me. Im an aquarian and im eccentric. Most of all, im a woman, and i am entitled to change my mind anytime.. ;)
I've confirmed what i heard and it was more than what i expected. We had a past? that was beyong what i thought i would hear.
i felt like a fool just now. i cant help but smile. even worse, i cant stop myself from smiling. im beyond ecstatic. i feel as if im on cloud nine. i've never felt like this for a very long time. but i also cant help but be afraid of what lies ahead. im liking what i feel right now, but i also cant help feeling so uncertain about the future. what if this turns out to be another heartbreak? i dont think my heart is ready for that yet.
ive decided not to let...
I must be losing my mind.. These past few days I just cant get you out of my head. You''re always in my thoughts, even if i dont want you there. I really must be losing it.
I know its wrong of me to feel this way about you. but i know reason doesnt have anything to do with the heart. what i heard was just too surprising for me to discover. could it be true? was it right? im too afraid to ask, for what i''d know might turn out to be what i didnt expect. tomorrow is another day, and i cant wait to see you. i must be out of mind, feeling like im 16.
i have to stop myself, before its too...