|Main blog:||Friday's Child|
|Birthday:||June 19th |
|Race/lineage:||Latino / Hispanic|
|Location:||United States, Louisiana, Westbank of New Orleans|
|Height:||4' 11" (150 cm)|
|Hair Style:||Wavy - Long|
|Skin Tone:||Medium Brown|
|Undies:||Briefs - Bikini|
|Tattoo Info:||Three -- abdomen, hiney and bosom|
|Piercing Info:||Five in left ear - four in right ear|
|More Details:||The camera hates me and I hate it right back.|
|Relationship Status:||Single - Involved|
|Family Info:||Youngest of four (boy, girl, boy, girl) and my mother's favorite.|
|Astrological Sign:||Gemini (May 21 - June 21)|
|Liquor:||Gave it up|
|Your Home:||Live with another|
|Biography/About:||Recovering drug addict since 9/1990. Diagnosed with MS 12/2004. |
|Likes:||music, dancing, singing, chai latte, reading, the ocean, Phillipine Mango, historical fiction, Snowballs (called Snowcones everywhere else)|
|Dislikes:||cruelty, know-it-alls, racism and all other forms of negative "ism", spam, email, judgemental or closed-minded people, rap, thug-speak, bullies, hurricane season, people who don't respect the fact that I'm agnostic (I don't try to force my opinions on other people -- I admire people who have faith, I wish they wouldn't force their beliefs on me), |
|Interests:||writing, embroidery, cartooning|
|People/Heroes:||My Mama, oldest brother, sister, Dee (Chinwagzz), Paul, Meecie, Baby K, my bestfriend's granddaughter, Happy Bunny, (okay, so he's not a real person but if he was, he'd be me), Candy (Daily Thoughts), Deirdre (Inspired)|
|Books:||Da Vinci Code, Witching Hour, Saga of Baby Divine, Secret Diary of Anne Boleyn|
|Authors:||Dan Brown, Anne Rice|
|Music Genres:||Jazz, R&B, Blues, Torch Songs|
|Bands/Artists:||Bobby Caldwell, Diana Krall, Will Downing, Queen Latifah, Beyonce, Michael Buble, Janet Jackson, Lydia Pense|
|Albums/CDs:||Natalie Cole Take A Look, Kenny Loggins Outside in the Redwoods, Joni Mitchell Wild Things Run Fast, Soundtrack - August Rush|
|Songs:||Baby It's Cold Outside, Leap of Faith, Fever, What Are You Doing The Rest of Your Life, |
|TV Shows:||CSI, CSI Miami, Boston Legal, House, The Mentalist, Big Brother, Survivor, |
|Movies:||LOTR, Pay It Forward, American President, Love Actually, Gaslight, Rebecca, HAPPY FEET, The Lake House, AI: Artificial Intelligence, August Rush, |
|Actors:||Sean Connery, Viggo Mortensen, Michael Madsen, Alex O'Loughlin, Will Smith|
|Games:||Scrabble, Word Craft, Diablo, Spider Solitaire, Backgammon, Bejeweled 2, Luxor, Ravenhearst|
|Sports:||Football (Saints and Steelers), Baseball (Yankees), Basketball (Orlando Magic and New Orleans Hornets)|
|Pets/Animals:||black, long-haired dust bunnies|
|Food:||Lasagna, Mexican Food, Hummus, Tabbouleh, |
|Drink:||Iced Tea, Chai Latte, Starbucks Mocha, Starbucks Cinnamon Dolce Latte|
|Quotes:||Mean people suck, Overmedicated for your effin' protection, The way people treat you says more about them than it does about you|
I Dreamed You|
Why would I dream you? What deprivation in my waking hours created you in my dream?
You are my age. I am younger. You have blonde hair graying at the temples. Blue eyes. Clean shaven. Brilliant smile. You are tall. Fit. Your voice is deep. When you speak to me your tone is hushed. I transfixed by you, quite transfixed! However, I know we’re not meant for one another. You are in my circle of family and friends. Though neither of us are in a relationship, family and friends warn us not to become involved. I’m unsure if it’s because I’m unreliable or if it’s you. We exchange looks...
How could I forget?
I don't know how he found me or why he was even looking but there it was ... on a page that listed my real name, a note from him. It read simply, "Hi, do you remember me?" I smiled and thought I would love to write him back and say ...
"Yeah, I remember you. How could I forget you? I married you. Your name was tattooed on my derriere. I carried and miscarried four of your babies. You fractured my skull three times before I finally gathered the courage to leave you. You beat me in front of your teenage girlfriend and months later watched her attack me when I came to the house to see my...
I come here time after time. I create an entry. Then I either save it as a draft or just delete it. I used to be able to be totally honest and candid. Lately I've become more private. I've become more introspective. I still keep in touch with a few people on line but keep it light. I'm changing. For the better? I don't know. I do know that things that were once important to me are no longer important. The most important thing now is simply peace.
Wishing for you and yours a very Merry Christmas. *hugs*