Times and my self have indeed change. It may be difficult to confront such a reality but that is the truth. Everyone changes. If my relatives and close family members could speak, they would have easily said that I am truly academically attach person. Coming from a family where almost everyone values education and treats it as the water for their thirsty soul, I was afraid before to upset even one person. It ended up that I frustrated myself.
A few years back, I flunk one of the dreaded subjects of the academe: Math. I thought that is the end of my world. I was not used to...
"Learning is not attained by chance. It must be sought for with ardor and attended to with diligence."
- Abigail Adams
Yeah, silence killed my impoverished soul. I should have spoken after all. I never thought I could be like this. Weird to others yet familiar to myself. I had the chance to say all i could say to a lot of people around me and yet times never change. I guess it's really a matter of acceptance. Accept everything you could accept. If only I can accept the fact that I am a mere human being, I make mistakes, I can never have as much intelligence as I would like...