|Main blog:||Never Let Go x3|
|Birthday:||September 2nd 1988|
|Education:||High school, School of life|
|Service Attendance:||Only on holidays|
|Location:||United States, Massachusetts, Lowell|
|Height:||5' 7" (170 cm)|
|Hair Style:||Ever Changing|
|Piercing Info:||sevenn, all on my ears...woot woot|
|Relationship Status:||Single - Involved|
|Sexual Preference:||Gay acting Gay|
|Astrological Sign:||Virgo (Aug 23 - Sept 22)|
|Liquor:||Social drinker. One or two|
|Your Home:||Live with parents|
|Interests:||Music, Softbal <33, Snowboarding|
|Books:||Tuesdays With Morrie, Five People You Meet In Heaven|
|Music Genres:||Punk, Rock, Alternative, Indie, Oldies|
|Bands/Artists:||Elton John, Taking Back Sunday, The Beatles, Bruce Springsteen, Led Zeplin, Green Day, New Found Glory, Josh Groban|
|Songs:||You're So Last Summer, Tiny Dancer, Rocket Man, Born To Run, Help, Lovers & Friends|
|Movies:||When A Man Loves A Woman, Thirteen, Saved, Girl Next Door, Eurotrip, Boat trip, The Day After Tomorrow, Hardbodies|
|Actors:||Jude Law, Dennis Quaid, Meg Ryan|
|Colors:||Red, Black, Gray|
I don't understand...|
Okay, a lot of things have been going on lately, and, with no suprise, I don't understand how, or why, or even what. But I don't understand a lot of things, so I guess I shouldn't worry about it. Like...I don't understand how you can say you truly care for someone and then just become completely indifferent towards them. And I don't understand how sometimes love just isn't enough. And why it's okay to be afraid, because normally fear is bad but sometimes it's good. And I don't understand why I feel sad so much, why too many people feel too much. Or where tears come from. Or why we love...
Whatch The Night Sky Fading Red
I'm not really concerned whether you like me or not right now, because I live to like you. &When you get your heart splattered all over hell and you're feeling like dirt and really low, don't look to me to pump you back up again, because maybe for the first time in your life, I won't be there.
[Pretty In Pink]
" ...&I would tell myself, tonight I will not do this. Then something would happen, or nothing would happen. &I'd get that feeling, you might know that feeling, when your skin is screaming and your hands are shaking &your stomach feels like it wants ot jump through your throat. &You know if anyone knew how wrong it felt to be here, to be this way they wouldn't dream of asking you to stay. You know if anyone knew how out of place you felt, they would tell you to do anything to feel right, go ahead take that drink, or do cut & bleed until you're too weak to stand. So I...
First Day of Vacationnnnn
First day I didn't have to go to school, and when do I wake up? Well at 7:00 Amanda called me to tell me she had woken up, got dressed and was now on the city bus on her way to school. That was some important information. At around 7:40 she called me again to tell me she was at school, and she was leaving. Again, incredibly important. So at 8:20 she called me again to tell me she was getting off the bus and was walking to my house. Ten minutes later my mom comes into my room and says chelsea, there's a group of kids coming down the street, I suggest you go get them. So I got up, and...