okay..just a short note for now. i am officially moving to here.
this site has been fun but it has also been giving me some problems of
late. thank you for visiting here okay :) see you at the other site.
sesungguh nyer aku berpuasa...sabar...sabar.. and keropok ikan
okay..ni baru pagi nih..i cam dah tak boleh tahan sikit. not tak tahan
appetite or nfasu ke aper...i am taking care of this baby lah. my
friend nyer baby. this boy is 9 mths old and i think his mother coddles
him a lot. ni kes yang asyik kena dukung and kena pegang jer. whenever
i pergi rumah dia..he is always in her arms. not that i tak pernah ada
a kid like that..sarina was like that, but i jaga her myself. tak
pernah tinggal kan her with anybody until she is older when i have to
work. but by then..dah kena training, doc said to let her cry as that
will teach her that we will not...
it's 5.33 pm ..an hour and a half to go :)
for an update. nanti kena sindir lagi..nak mourning pun tak
senang..hahahahaha.... i was really very2 busy last week. let's see,
had to work a lot and on top of that, i had to babysit. oh i was still
moping on and off. and we are feeling so much better. still, for
anybody who has experienced a loss of a loved one, it doesn't get
better..but, we accepted what had been dealt to us.
last weekend, we went to kansas city and stayed with friends. then on
sunday, we went to check out some of the malls that had gone out of
business. went to macy's and got a couple of...
well, it's been almost 3 days since her passing. and i have come to terms with it. am no longer in shock. it is strange not to have her around. everywhere i look, it reminds me of her. she is everywhere. where i am, there she will be next to me. sitting on the couch in fron of the tv..in bed doing my beading or surfing, or when i am cooking in the kitchen. but what i miss the most is when i come home from be it work, store or anywhere, she'd be the first one to greet me.
last night when i got home, i went to the kitchen. i saw thing and the first thing that came out of my mouth was ' hey...