|Occupation:||Artistic / Creative|
|Education:||High school, School of life|
|Location:||United States, California, Pico Rivera|
|Other Cities I Invade:||Nevada City, Montebello, Crestline|
|Height:||5' 6" (168 cm)|
|Hair Style:||Ever Changing|
|Skin Tone:||Light Brown|
|Clothing Pref.:||Thrift Store|
|Tattoo Info:||One, for now... a tribal dragonfly on my shoulder blade. Someday, a dandelion in the lower left corner, with seeds blowing up and across my back up to the other shoulder...|
|Piercing Info:||just two in the earlobes|
|Astrological Sign:||Taurus (April 20 - May 20)|
|Smoking:||Trying to quit|
|Liquor:||Social drinker. One or two|
|Biography/About:||classic under-achiever from the moment the concept of "homework" was introduced... incessant lectures about wasted potential... or... something? ....high school was glorious hell, learned the truth before i was willing to act mature enough for it haha. drugs sex and punk rock dreams. my biography is always in production, much too many papers wasted trying to keep track of it all... still somehow ive preservered, got over myself but not everyone else just quite... i'll settle for totally reckless abandon, i escape nothing but a sense of direction. writer born and always...|
|Likes:||i like my organized chaos; analyzing your practiced facades; being pleasantly surprised; candy much candy of the sourness; danelions my fav flower; stuff you dont care about; and sunshine. i am snowblind.|
|Dislikes:||pouring a bowl of cereal then discovering theres no milk; the secrets i keep, hear, and are kept from; the self-indulgent nature of our fear-driven species; i dislike those who see dandelions as weeds; restlessness; confrontation is my kryptonite; sounding so incredibly cynical.... im nice, i swear!!!!!!|
|Interests:||new people, crude humor, other people's guilty pleasures, altering reality, chemically enhanced communication|
|Books:||Speak, Outlaw Bible of American Poetry, The Diamond in the Window, Pure, Crank, Ender's Game, Feed, Choke, Lullaby, For Whom the Bell Tolls, Rosencrantz and Guildenstern are Dead, Sideways Stories from Wayside School, Island of the Blue Dolphins, |
|Authors:||Laurie Halse Anderson, Rumi, Roald Dhal, Kurt Vonnegut, Chuck Palahniuk, |
|Music Genres:||recognize the effort but CANT appreciate: rap, hip-hop, country, pop, everything else is chill|
|Bands/Artists:||SMASHING PUMPKINS, Bad Religion, Nirvana, The Offspring, Catch 22, Linkin Park, Dead Kennedys, Living End, Streetlight Manifesto|
|Albums/CDs:||Smashing Pumpkins "ADORE" "ROTTEN APPLES", Bad Religion "PROCESS OF BELIEF", Linkin Park "Hybrid Theory", Streetlight Manifesto "Everything Goes Numb" and "Somewhere in the Between"|
|Songs:||SP Zero, Eye, Ava Adore, Bad Religion Epiphany, Catch 22 1234, 1234, Dead Kennedys Dog Bite, Incubus Stellar, Offspring No Brakes, Blink 182 M&Ms, |
|TV Shows:||Invader Zim, House, Colbert Report, Daily Show, Lie to Me|
|Movies:||Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, Donnie Darko, Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas, Boondock Saints, Trainspotting, Requiem for a Dream, Reservoir Dogs, Fullmetal Jacket, Party Monster.... etc etc you know the kind, cult-following and all... I Heart Huckabees|
|Actors:||the ever-versatile Johnny Depp|
|Games:||The mind reading-game, CTF|
|Pets/Animals:||oh the history...|
|Cars/Motorcyles:||soon i will rejoin infinity...|
|Season:||Winter in the mountains, Spring in the mountains|
|Quotes:||"But I neeed tacos. I need them or I will explode... that happens to me sometimes." GIR, "Why am I so AMAZING??" Zim, "No, surely not, no... NO ONE WAS ALIVE THEN!!!" Eddie Izzard, "THAT TREE IS FAR AWAY!" Mitch Hedburg, "Because you're ugly." Me, "Beans and..." Steph, "I was SO surprised, were you surprised I was surprised." Eddie Izzard|
Not his day|
Today was just not Randy's day....
So I was working at Borders, doing the volunteer gift-wrapping thing, and Randy called me on the cell. He said someone had asked him to pick up for them, and wanted to know if we could pitch in on top of it. I said no, and he said ok, that's all I needed to know. A little while later, I talked to the manager and got some extra hours next week, from 8 til midnight. So I called Randy back and said I didn't mind if we got some, but that we wouldn't touch it until Monday. "As in, we WON"T TOUCH IT til Monday." I said again. He said ok, and hung up. Later,...
Takin Care of Business
Another night - up - Another night - spent thinking - about the things - i thought - already - during the day -*- does he want this badly enough -?- is he - just - doing this for - me -?- is that - enough -?- i feel like
he doubts himself
before he's even
when he puts
don't do it
i expect you to.
don't do it
what was started.
do it because
its right for you
it makes you happy
its where you
to be headed.
and if you
you're going to
Running errands is a pain
Yay I like playing with fonts. Except this one doesn't look good bold. How about this? Yes, much better.
So here I am, day three (?) of our little indulgence, and we got a lot accomplished today! Randy wanted to do something outside of the house, so I suggested we finally get around to checking out the Nature Center at El Dorado Park, and he tacked on 9 holes (cages? holes? whatever) of disc golf when we got there. I mostly took pictures of interesting distorted trees and giggled at the fuzzy red squirrels while they came close to check me out and see if I possibly had some food for...
Night and Morning all rolled into one. Vegas is coming up pretty fast, but Thanksgiving is coming even faster. It might be the last big Thanksgiving blast this family will have together. My nina's mom is succumbing to liver cancer, we're lucky she made it this far. I wonder what's going to happen to the house? Thats where everyone gathered. Easter, Thanksgiving, sometimes Christmas, the house would be packed beyond its limit with people having a good time and drinking and laughing. I can't believe I kept myself on the outskirts of that scence for so long. It was what real family feels like...