Divorced parents, 1 half sister married with 2 children(boy and girl),1 step sister, 2 half brothers, 1 step brother.
Aries (March 21 - April 19)
Non-alcoholic beverages only
Live with parents
'Sex and Death', Music, Art, Writing, Reading, Movies, Anime + Manga, Philosophy (particularly Nietzche), History, Computer games like Final Fantasy, Violence, Gore, Mythology, Japan, Gothic Lolita style, Tattoos, Music to feel to, Insanity, Weaponry, Paganism/Chi, Cigarettes, Adrenaline, Comic Books, Bill Bailey, Witty british comedy in general, Fantasy and some science fiction, Twisted versions of Fairy tales, Storms, Moonlight.
May Angels Lead You In
I've had a weird week. It was my birthday on Friday. It was my friends birthday yesterday, so we went camping, then woke up surrounded by a foot or 2 of snow.
I'm not really sure how to feel. I feel bad that I only ever write in here when Im feeling disconnected or disconcerted however which must make me look emo as fuck.
I'm really tired of being the one that goes the distance, in all situations it seems like I'm always the one that bends over backwards and I don't think I can right now, Im too tired to. It'd be really nice for someone to say 'hey you've done enough for now, rest a little...
Rest in peace
I died..so many years ago
You can make me feel, like it isnt so
And why you come and be with me I think I finally know
Your scared...Ashamed of what you feel
And you can't tell the ones you love, you know they couldn't deal
Whisper in a dead girls ear, it doesn't make it real.
Thats great, But I dont wanna play
Cause being with you touches me, more than I can say
But since I'm only dead to you I'm saying stay away
And let me rest in peace.
Let me rest in peace, let me get some sleep
Let me take my love and bury it in a hole six foot deep
I can lay my body down but I can't find my sweet...
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh *and breathes* okay I'm good, well Im not but yeah.
Have you ever known someone who knows JUST how to get under your skin, you could build a fortress worth of walls and they can just walk straight in and make you love them no matter how badly you wish you didnt. I get the feeling this may be what its like being caught in headlights and frozen, you know your probably about to get hurt, but you can't move.
Im too old to have a complex about having to be saved from my difficult and at times dull life, and that in truth is really not what I want from...
Here with me
Its been a long long time since I looked into the mirror
I guess that I was blind
Now my reflections getting clearer
Now that your gone things will never be the same again.
Theres not a minute that goes by
Every hour of Every day
Your such a part of me but I just pulled away
Im not the same girl you used to know
I wish I said the words I never showed.
I know you had to go away,
I died just a little
And I feel that now your the one I need
I believe that I would cry just a little
Just to have you back now
Here with me
Here with me.
The silence is loud when all you hear is your...