Blog Created: 10/28/07
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Main blog:its just th0ughts
Birthday:February 13th
Occupation:Travel / Hospitality
Education:School of life
Religion:Not religious


Body Size:Few extra pounds
Height:5' 5" (165 cm)
Eyes:Blue Green
Vision:No assisted eyewear
Hair Style:Wavy - Long
Facial Hair:Stubbly
Skin Tone:Medium
Best Feature:Eyes
Clothing Pref.:Drawers and T-shirt
Tattoo Info:i have none
Piercing Info:just my ears

Personal Information

Relationship Status:Single - Involved
Family Info:i have 7 siblings; 5 brothers and 2 sisters. parents are divorced.
Sexual Preference:Never at dusk
Astrological Sign:Aquarius (Jan 20 - Feb 18)
Existing as:Extraterrestrial
Liquor:Trying to quit
Your Home:Live with parents
Likes:i like family; being close to someone on an emotional level; butterflies; not getting hurt;
Dislikes:being shut up; being told my opinions are wrong; clinginess; constriction; restriction; public schools; realizing i have more dislikes than likes; snakes;

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Taking my place on the throne in Hell
Lately I have been a little obsessed with my bipolar disorder. I have been reading up on it and everything. Even though I have been diagnosed with it for almost 5 years, I still don't know much about it other than what I experience. I like to learn about it to see what I can do to make it better, see what people do to make themselves better and whatnot. I read on a few sites that sometimes people who are bipolar think they have powers beyond what they really have. They think they have a meaning that makes no sense to people. I laughed about it thinking of things these people could be...
For my love
Gwydion, I will be all you need me to be. You are my all. I do not know how I got to be so lucky. I know for sure I will do all I can to not fuck this up with you. You deserve something wonderful and someone who can understand you or at least try to. I try everyday to do just that. I want to continue being the one you need and want. My heart aches so much knowing I was blessed with your kind words and the sweet way you look at me. My heart is yours forever (i hope). I remember being young and questioning love. I always asked myself and numerous amounts of other people how we were...
i know its no excuse to blame it on a moodswing. my disorder does not define me, it is only a part of who i am. i will not let it rule me, i will not let it be the reason i make the decisions and say what i say. i am the one to blame, even my finger is pointed in my direction. i have said things, i regret, to you. you did not deserve to hear them. they were never meant to be spoken, let alone, even thought. what i said was a jackass thing to say. i dont mean to bring you down to my level of emotional state, it was never my intention. i don't know why i blamed you or why i was angry towards...
Too many negative emotions
sometimes my mind races and my heart ceases only to leave me in a mess of broken pieces left for me to pick up. when i piece it back together, i find that my heart is covered in more scar tissue than ever. i want to give up, im tired of picking up those pieces, im tired of realizing the condition of my heart. i want to give it up. sometimes i feel like crying, and it hurts so bad to hold it back but i have to do it to prove to the world i am strong and that i can handle what is thrown my way. it pains me deep inside my soul to know that i cannot show my true emotion for another's benefit. i...

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