I'm courting Chad now. We are going to wait 2 years before we get serious, but it's obvious by how we act towards each other that we are still in love with each other.
He's so sweet, and actually pays attention to me now. He gives me compliments that are far more complex than "you're pretty" though he does say that too from time to time. But he's learned how to be legitimately romantic. Not fake, not practiced, that's just who he is and how he loves on me. He told me that Chace/Justin Campbell didn't really think I was pretty when him and I were dating, and back then Chad was...
Long time no see!!
So I broke up with Chad, and now I'm dating him again for the last time, for real. He's taking me out to dinner on friday. I'm excited!!
We started going out when we went to homecoming together. That's the 21st of October. I'm friends with Jay, oh no not like before. No way!
I'm working on lots of college application stuff.
Reasons why I love Chad:
because you make me feel beautiful despite my own opinions of myself.
because of your chivalry.
because you genuinely care about my emotional well-being.
because you don't dismiss my craziness...
I have to get to class.
I wanted you to know that I am going to apologize to Jay. I was even going to try to be friends again with her, but the parentals nixed that one. Even though mom said she couldn't stop me, she threatened later to take away my car and all that fun jazz. Whatever.
My birthday's on Sunday--the party's Friday.
SOME SOCIAL ACTIVITY!!
(I am SOO not normal)
Ho darn!! I have to go. Haven't been doing well lately Jeffrey. I'm going to try to go to a Baseball game tonite, and then a track meet or something. I'm tired of just sitting here.