Felt all good like after Xmas holidays, & yet I see her...& that all changes with the crashing of my heart.
once again those feelings that you can't really get out, for fear of rejection, alienation, & embarassment. Cerberus is more to me than a guardian- he represents me. His three heads represent my higher emotions: Sadness, Anger, Insane. What t'do? I want to tell her, but...I don't have the courage.
ha. always confuzzled feelings, aren't there? Yeh like sumone, but yeh prob'bly can't tell them *sigh*
first entry in my RoR (River of Randomness, but it was too big for the blog name)
My River of Randomness!! wher did I get the name, you say? Well, I wuz listening t' Billy Talent's "river below", and that's when it came to me-I wuz sitting beside a river w/ a laptop!!!
Nah, it's because of the billy talent song. I don't even own a laptop, let alone beside a river.
Meet Jack, my hero from http://www.gaiaonline.com/. Join if you wish.