|Birthday:||January 11th 1986|
|Occupation:||Artistic / Creative|
|Education:||High school, Some college|
|Race/lineage:||White / Caucasian|
|Location:||United States, Nebraska, Gretna|
|Height:||6' 2" (188 cm)|
|Vision:||Glasses when reading|
|Hair Style:||Straight - Medium|
|Clothing Pref.:||No Preference|
|Undies:||Briefs - Short Leg Boxer|
|Tattoo Info:||None yet. Coming soon|
|Relationship Status:||Single - Never Married|
|Astrological Sign:||Capricorn (Dec 22 - Jan 19)|
|Your Home:||Live with parents|
|Biography/About:||I hate a lot.
I love very little.
|Interests:||Music, movies, |
|People/Heroes:||Spider Jerusalem, |
|Books:||And The Ass Saw the Angel, Black Coffee Blues, High Fidelity, Don't Sleep With Your Drummer, The Neverending Story|
|Authors:||Nick Cave, Henry Rollins, Nicky Hornby, |
|Music Genres:||Metal, Hardcore, Post hardcore, Screamo, Punk, Rock, |
|Bands/Artists:||AFI, Alkaline Trio, Sage Francis, Killswitch Engage, The Esoteric, Ion Dissonance, Iced Earth, Full Blown Chaos, Sinai Beach, On Broken Wings, |
|Albums/CDs:||Answer That and Stay Fashionable, Very Proud of Ya, Shut Your Mouth and Open Your Eyes, A Fire Inside EP, Black Sails in the Sunset, The All Hallows EP, The Art of Drowning, Sing the Sorrow, From Here to Infirmary, The Crimson, The Glorious Burden, Wake the Demons, Breathing is Irrelevant, |
|Songs:||The Boy Who Destroyed the World, Escape Artist, Crashing Down, I Do My Crosswords in Pen, The God I Would Be, |
|TV Shows:||That 70's Show, Family Guy, House, ER|
|Movies:||Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas, |
|Actors:||Jim Carrey, Nicholas Cage, Zach Braff, Henry Fonda|
|Pets/Animals:||Toy Fox Terrier, Mixed breed cat|
|Cars/Motorcyles:||2004 Honda Civic Si|
|Quotes:||"If I lose the light of the sun I will write by candlelight, moonlight, no light. If I lose ink and paper I will write in blood on forgotten walls. I will always write." -- Henry Rollins|
A Turn Towards... Optimism?|
Sometimes we create worlds to live in
Sometimes we exist in others.
Any way you look at it, we exist
and that is the most important part
of being ourselves.
What we choose to add to that
is our choice, but the truth
is that we should not just exist.
We need to act, enrich
involve ourselves, reach our hand
into other peoples' lives.
So often do we get wrapped up
in our own little universe
never do we stand back
evaluate and say
this person is in need, I will help
That is truly what is missing.
We are missing the point.
Do not be, but be yourself.
Do not just exist, justify your...
Escape to Eternal Embrace
Cut loose, break free.
I know you yearn for freedom
I feel you knocking at my sternum
Sometimes I wonder if you wander
Escape or sneak a peak when i'm not looking
but I keep you in chains.
You are my living, my breathing
you are me in every sense,
but you belong to something much higher.
Oh, wayward traveler
Do not depart until he comes calling
to point you in the correct direction
for the path is laced with razor wire,
damaging trinkets and toys
Follow on into the light when it's time,
wait for his welcome.
Love is not beauty to you, love is sheer ugliness and a plague upon you. I think you missed the definition in grade school, I think your parents misconstrued the spelling and the diction. You think you know but you don't, because I think to you it's desperation. You spent all this time complaining about how things were when you two were together and you were empty when he was gone but you were surviving. Now you're back to where you started because you're desperate for that attention. You want someone to share your spilt blood, but you don't want to take the time to look. It's so...
Sleeplessness is security
Dreams, or maybe nightmares
They're one and the same
Welcome walls as they close in
Shut eyes but never long enough
to fade... out.
Wrapped arms 'round knees
Rock back and forth
Fighting the urge
to fade... out.
Waiting for that moment
that appropriate time,
the perfect minute
where eyelids no longer
lift themselves and
mind will no longer
where it's absolutely
the most opportuen time
to fade... out.
Now is the time
for eyelids to follow
the lightswitch's lead
now that the lights are out.
The sun rises in a few...