|Main blog:||Psychosomatic Bru|
|Birthday:||October 2nd |
|Service Attendance:||More than once a week|
|Race/lineage:||Latino / Hispanic|
|Height:||5' 6" (168 cm)|
|Hair Color:||Black Brown|
|Hair Style:||Curly - Medium|
|Tattoo Info:||nope i dont have any tattoo on my body..|
|Relationship Status:||Single - Involved|
|Sexual Preference:||Really Straight|
|Astrological Sign:||Libra (Sept 23 - Oct 23)|
|Smoking:||No. But not bothered by it|
|Liquor:||Non-alcoholic beverages only|
|Your Home:||Live with parents|
|People/Heroes:||DADDY, GOD, FRED, FAMILY, PETS REPUBLIC|
|Books:||I HEART BOOKS.., LES MISERABLES, DECEPTION POINT, ANIMAL FARM, CATCHER IN THE RYE, WAR ARTIST, SCARLETT LETTERS, LORD OF THE FLIES, CAUGHT UP IN A RAPTURE, I KISSED DATING GOODBYE, ROADLESS TRAVELLED, BABY DONT GO, THE TWIN, THE LITTLE PRINCE, ELEVEN MINUTES, BY THE RIVER PIEDRRA I SAT DOWN AND WEPT, HEAD OVER HEELS, THE APRRENTICE, THE ALCHEMIST, PEARL HARBOR, A WALK TO REMEMBER, WUTHERING HEIGHTS, CHICKEN SOUP, AND THE LIST GOES ON..|
|Authors:||VICTOR HUGO, PAULO COELHO, JESSICA ZAFRAL, BOB ONG, |
|Music Genres:||anything thats EMO ROCK, DARK, KEWL|
|Bands/Artists:||SO IM A BIG OLDIES FAN AND I LIKE COUNTRY BUT I LOVE MY ROCK & ROLL<33, JUST TO NAME A FEW:, RELIENT K, YELLOW CARD, THE USED, BLINDSIDE, DASHBOARD CONFESSIONALS, SEETHER, FOO FIGHTERS, ZEBRAHEAD, HOMETOWN HERO, 3 DOORS DOWN, TAKING BACK SUNDAY, SENSES FAIL, NEW FOUND GLORY, BLINK 182, CREED, SYSTEM OF A DOWN,GREENDAY, CHEVELLE, HAWTHORNE HEIGHTS, INCUBUS, THRICE, MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE, FRANZ FERDINAND, SUM 41, THE KILLERS, THE OFFSPRING, STORY OF THE YEAR, LIT, 10 YEARS, RED HOTT CHILLI PEPPERS, PINK FLOYD, AEROSMITH, FLY LEAF, PANIC! AT THE DISCO, SWITCHFOOT, HOOBASTANK, GOO GOO DOLLS, FALL OUT BOY, SIMPLE PLAN, JULIANA THEORY, && OHH LIMP BIZKIT && ROLLING STONES|
|TV Shows:||<CENTER><a href="http://tinypic.com"><img src="http://i1.tinypic.com/1zvg1sn.jpg" border="0" alt="Image and video hosting by TinyPic"></a><br>
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|Movies:||FIRST OF ALL I LOVE WATCHING MOVIES!, I LOVE BEYOND BORDERS, ELLA ENCHANTED, HELLBOY, THEDAYAFTER TOMORROW, DUPLEX, BOWLING FOR COLUMBINE, SPELLBOUND, CRYING LADIES, BAYANING THIRD WORLD, SERENDIPITY, CITY OF ANGELS, VAN HELSEN, HEY ARNOLD!, MEMOIRS OF A GEISHA, SAW 1&2, PANIC ROOM, SIXTH SENSE, HERO, AMERICAN HISTORY X, PAYCHECK, KILL BILL 1&2, HARRY POTTER, FIGHT CLUB, EXORCISM OF EMILY ROSE, BOURNE IDENTITY, BOURNE SUPREMACY, WOLF CREEK, THE LOVER, FOR SALE, IN AMERICA, THE CONTENDER, UNDERWORLD, THE RUNDOWN, SECRET WINDOW, THE PATRIOT, MYSTIC RIVER, SIXTH SENSE, MY SASSY GIRL, BUTTERFLY EFFECT, SO CLOSE, NAKED WEAPON, BEAUTIFUL MIND, GOTHIKA, 50 FIRST DATES, CHAINSAW MASSACRE, HOUSE OF WAX, BROTHER BEAR, MY GIRL, 10 THINGS I HATE ABOUT YOU, LOVE ACTUALLY AND MORE I CANT THINK OF?|
|Games:||TOKI TOKI BOOM, HANGAROO, WORD RACER|
|Colors:||BLACK, PINK, WHITE && BLUE|
|Pets/Animals:||DOGS && OHH DONT FORGET D SNAKE|
|Cars/Motorcyles:||FEET WITH MY KILLA SCHOOL SHOES|
|Season:||WINTER, SPRING, SUMMER OR FALL...IM SINGING!|
|Food:||CHOCOLATES && ICE CREAM && SPAGHETTI && KOKO CRUNCH|
|Drink:||COCA COLA! NOTHING BEATS!! && C2 && GATORADE|
|Quotes:||PAIN DOESNT HURT WHEN ITS ALL YOU'VE EVER FELT, WE'RE ALL A LITTLE INLOVE WITH DEATH, THE STARS WILL CRY THE BLACKEST TEARS TONIGHT, WHAT YOU HOLD WILL FADE JUST LIKE A ROSE AND YOU'LL BE ALL ALONE, CAN'T YOU SEE THAT WHAT YOU HOLD ISN'T GOLD, RED AND VIOLET FADES, NEVER TAKE LIFE TOO SERIOUSLY..NOBODY GETS OUT ALIVE ANYWAYS|
Shopping is finished.
It is time to spend time alone, think and analyze one self.
Ask yourself with things you are confused, you've spend enough time on shopping and enduring things that gives you pleasure. Now, face the reality.
He is not coming back. And you have to stopped living with false hopes or such mere fantasies. The truth is there right in front of you, like it or not, it is over. But there is the better truth you still have a life, a life where you can fill with much hopes, happiness,lessons, that you can hold on. Yes you will be alone but it will not be permanent, sometimes we...
Have you ever thought of shopping, eating sweets, strolling to malls, watching movies and the like? (that what makes me smile)
Do anything you want, you are free.
Yea its time to give yourself a break, again,
Do what you want, life is short to mourn for a long time.
You have spent most of your days crying, now spend it being happy, if not contented.
Happiness is a choice,you cant force yourself to be happy but you can search for it, and the only person who can help you is yourself. People cannot do as much as you would want them to be, there are not enough books or shows that would...
I woke up at 3am with so much thoughts in my head, but its not that heavy anymore. And that I don't feel so alone anymore. AND, I that stop crying.
Usually I cry every time I think of him, every time I remember something that reminds me of him, every time I think of us. But now its gone with the wind.
People, in order for us to heal, we need to acknowledge the pain, we need to face it. Often times, I don't and often times, I can't. But we have too, this will help lift the gravity upon us, how and why? I am not sure but it sure does.
Just cry, until you feel better, let it all out,...
day 1- welcome to mnl
Ive been struggling for some time to something Ive been trying to avoid, of course, no one escape this- heartache, I never thought I would finally go through these cases, as which I actually believed that I am stone heart. Well at least now I know that I am not because I am hurting.
The pain of losing or letting go are just both hard on its own weight, content and perhaps every variety that it compose of. We lost and we let go, these two are just inevitable, we, human beings are would go through this, would feel so down and just so weak and we need something to cope up with...